Durian ^-^

Bismillah.

Malam tadi.

Akak, ape benda yang akak suka? Buat masa ni. Benda yang buat hati akak flattered bila akak dapat benda tu. Hilang marah dan segala-galanya yang membahagiakan. Kalo kite durian.

Wow. 

Gitu lebih kurang.

Erm, apa eh? Setakat ni, akak akan rasa bahagia bila tengok benang-benang yang tersusun. Rasa bahagia amat bila boleh tengok walaupun tak beli. Musim tengah gila buat crochet kot.

Semua orang pun 

"oooo"

heh, pelik. Tapi korang kena terima la kan.

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Tapi sebenarnya, dah terlebih gembira pun tengok adik-adik tu membesar. Bonding to each other. Boleh ajak circlemate yang lain tahun pegi pasar malam sama-sama even though I wouldn’t expect them to do that. They’ve grown up. I think they filled the gap.

Alhamdulillah. Bak kata kakak-kakak dulu, kalau mati pun,boleh tutup mata. (macam tu ke?) 

Gembira dan bersyukur.

Memang betol kata-kata pak cik puluhan tahun tu. Mereka penguat kita. Setuju 100%.

Macam-macam ragam dan masing-masing ada gaya tersendiri. Tapi yang penting, sayang tu sentiasa ade.

Peace.

Crystal

bismillah

When you get stuck, get back to definition.

Sejak beberapa tahun kebelakangan ni, quote ni paling femes dan paling melekat dalam hati saya.
quote orang maths pada mulanya. Hanya pada sangkaan saya. Sebab higher math yang saya pursue ni guna banyak definition dan teori.  Tapi lama kelamaan, memang quote ni bukan terhad dalam maths sahaja, malah dalam hidup.

But one thing is, orang yang selalu jelas dengan definasi dia, takkan mudah stuck. begitu apa yang saya perasan. Orang-orang ni memang hebat dan i'm hoping to be among them. ^^

Get back to definition, make it crystal clear. tak kiralah dalam hidup, dalam subject dalam apa-apa saja.
Anda tahu apa yang anda mahukan.

Allahua'lam.

Wake Up

bismillah.

after sometimes, we'll be weakening by the odd feeling.

get back to definition.

definitely, that's the only way.

think about why are we here.

what should actually do.

what have we forgotten.

oh, Allah.

have you ever feel that you are defeated by your own self. for not being able to get hold to ourselves. feeling that our own selves have betray us.

feeling that you are weakening, bit by bit. after all, it's a bless from Allah. a bless because we still have the feeling that something  we should do to correct the wrongness.

wake up.

wake up

wake up

prioritize ourselves, plan ahead, organize everything tough sometimes it might turn to unexpected event. but at the very least we are trying. so don't stop trying.


Allahua'lam. a note to my self. may Allah bless us.